Wa lao!!! Today had a damn bad morning. I asked my mother whether I could go Orchard today and she said" Everyday go out, go out! O level coming already, everytime never study!" How the hell could she say that?! I studied so hard for CAs - so that doesn't count? The fact that I got highest in class for maths and also the fact that I actually passed my freaking chinese doesn't count? The fact is : I AM NEVER GOING TO BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR MY MOTHER. Why the hell do you think a person like me would so easily give on maths last year? What's the point in doing well when my own mother can't feel happy for me?
Aiyah, sometimes I wish I'm not born to her but I shouldn't say that. It's just one of those days where everything seems to go wrong.
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