All I gotta say is: I ABSOLUTELY LOVE PAUL DIGIOVANNI!!!!!!
He HUGGED me.
He RECOGNIZED me.
He SAID " HOW YOU DOING ?" to me
HE IS FANTABULOUS! sorry cheryl
A tad obsessive? maybe.
PAUL DIGIOVANNIEFFFING HUGGED ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We look great together, don't we? Okay, maybe not.
Okay, I definitely HAVE to get over this obsession ASAP.
I have been feeling extremely depressed lately. Where do you get anti-depressants?
Or do you need a prescription?
I am restless, fatigued. Body image has become my woe again. I am having suicidal thoughts again. I do not have patience for anything anymore. I screamed at my cat for meowing too loud. I know I have a problem, i just don't know what to do. I just wish someone would hear me. Someone would save me.
Please do not accuse me of being emo.
I have a problem and I'm asking for help.
It's a big deal if you knew who I was.
These exams are not helping at all. I am so afraid I will screw my future up. I know I most likely am stuck in this shithole of a country but I can't help but to feel I am destined for something more.
Please come.
Whatever it is that I'm searching for.
Once again its on the tip my tongue
Don't you wish it was done?
I'm afraid we're only at the start
You knew that this is how things are
Just take it all
I'm sorry for this crappy shit you have to endure but I feel it's almost too late.
4:02 AM
Monday, July 14, 2008
Waddup PEEPS!!!!!!!
I am now in the library in my school. I know!!! Shocking, right? But as much as I am reluctant to step foot into the school's library, I just HAVE to finish my DPA application. I actually didn't want to apply for DPA as I figured the chances were one in a million that I would actually get selected - because of my incredible resume and all ( in case morons were wondering, I was being sarcastic. ) - but it suddenly hit me that in order for me to even qualify for Mass Communication course in Ngee Ann poly, I would actually have to get JC standard results. So I figured, why the hell not?
What's the worse that could happen? ( Wow, now that's a phrase that would probably bite me straight in the ass. )
Anyway, in case there are anyone in this world who hasn't heard of the Nike whatever marathon, WAKE THE EFF UP!!!!!!!! This particular question has been asked plenty of times, "You're gonna run?!"
Well, the answer is, HELL NO!!!!
I'm only doing this for BOYS LIKE GIRLS!!!!!!
Gotta bounce, Bitch librarian is barking at me to get off the computer. Stationary hogging BITCH.
I CANNOT STAND THIS HYPERVENTILATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5:49 AM
5:15 AM
Saturday, July 5, 2008
6:28 AM
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
I'm using my phone again... Yeah I'm dead
Thank you so much Felicia!!! Thank you for helping me upload the photos. You have been my saviour.
Yeah, that's all.
I'm dead enough as it is.
By the way Felicia, you spelled photos wrong.
3:15 AM
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
hey ppl photoes 4 u
6:34 AM
You try to move on
I am
Chandhini here.
Can't be bothered to do much really. Blame everyone but myself. Too negative? Yeah, probably.
Complete narcissist.
But still you're perfecting failure
Too Materialistic
Travel around the world.
Dream Novio
Hoodies baby
New tattered converse Shoes ( contradicting, no? )
New Jeans
An Ipod
A laptop
A tongue piercing
Straight As for my O levels
